Silenced

Oh, being here seems to finally take it's toll.
I knew this was coming.
I knew he would finally realize... even more so now that we can't see each other.

I seem to estrange from him. He seems so far away.
In an other world - Out of mind
He will realize...
He will see how strange and twisted I am.
How socially awkward I am...
And then he will realize that I will never be enough.
I'm getting in his way.

Torn into a million tiny pieces

All of them unique

But never enough

NEVER ENOUGH

How will I ever be enough?

I can't breathe

Can't see

Can't speak

Deep inside I always knew

...

I was silenced long ago